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[September 16th 22:12] school's pretty lonely i would have to say. considering i spend a majority of my time there, i would like to know people. i know everyone was like OMGZ THEREZ GONNA BE SO MANY PEOPLE FROM LB THERE YOU'LL SEE EVERYONE. but that's not even true. yes, there are a lot of people from lb there, but i don't ever see them.  chris' birthday was recently it was nice to spend time with lots of people.  alex and kellee and pam came home for the weekend it was sooooo good to hang out with them! every sunday i hang out with bridget now. it's so good. we bikeride foreverr. AND I'M FRIENDS WITH DEANNA NOWWWW. im going to see katie soon. next month. i can't wait. it's seriously one of the bigger things i'm interested in. i miss her to pieces. mehhhhh. nothing really more to say. 1 + comment?

[July 1st 23:24] well, first off let me just say i'm so happy to be out of high school finally. however, it's bittersweet in the sense that we finally made it to the top and were comfortable at the place we were and now all of a sudden it's just ripped from under us. don't get me wrong i wouldn't go back to high school if you paid me, but i think it's gonna be such a change to be alone in classes in college as opposed to knowing mostly everyone in your class. and i don't mean class as in classroom class i mean CLASS OF 07.  you're probably going to read this and be like what the hell is she talking about because i'm just rambling, making little to no sense, but i'm allowed to vent here damnit.   i used to talk to chris about high school (for those of you who don't know he graduated in 06) anyways, and he'd just be like "i don't remember that in high school" as if it were SO long ago.  but i guess boys are just silly like that.  i doubt the things that i remember now, i'll remember years from now, but i'd like to think i will a little bit.  i don't like the idea that somehow 4 years of my life could just be erased.  however, i do remember such insignificant things from elementary school, but that might somehow drift away too. past and future things are so difficult to think about. know what one of my pet peeves is? when people are like I MISS WHEN WE PLAYED ON PLAYGROUNDS AND HAD RECESS AND BOYS HAD COOTIES.  who cares?! i still play on playgrounds. boys don't have cooties. they are human beings just like the rest of us. and they're there to be loved and cared for. or killed. whichever.   also, i hate that i used to see people ALL the time. and now i either don't see them or don't talk to them.  it's so sad.  i wish i had those friends all the time.  it's sad to think they were just "school" friends.  it's also sad that it's 11:30 and all i want to do is talk to chris about life, but instead here i am. writing away.  so lame. i found vanilla coke today for those of you who care. this is probably the longest entry i've written in a long time. i feel like most of my entries are things that i write that i miss, but i don't do anything really about it.  that's also sad.   i graduated high school with a 90 average.  i don't know how i did it or if that's even possible, but my mom was so proud of me.  it was really nice to know that she was.  chris was proud of me too, which i love knowing.   speaking of chris. a year and a half was on the 24th. that's such a long time.  i used to think OMGZ 3 MONTHS WOWOW. but now, 18 months. thats two babies. its insane. i love himmmm i suppose i'll stop this monologue here. perhaps i'll continue some other time when my eyes aren't falling out of my head. good night everyone. hopefully someone will read this epic novel. much love bitches <3 2 + comment?

[May 14th 21:21] sorry for the largeness. that's my graduation dress! i got in todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy how loveleyeyeyye yayayyaya! update ish - chris and i are doing much better. happyyyy katie is coming next weekend. i'm soo excited. i made a new friend? pirates is soon! harry potter is soon! ughhh i get so excited for the littlest thingsss 17 months is on the 24th. JACKPOTTTTT payce. 2 + comment?

[May 8th 21:25] things continuously surprise me day after day. STAY GOLD PONYBOY! 0 + comment?

[April 29th 20:14] hurro people. good things happening. got fairly high scores on my placement test for NASSAUUUUU 16 months was last tuesday. <3 schools over soon. graduation. kain island is migrating to hershey park in july. etc. etc. etc. 0 + comment?

[March 21st 19:10] so, my hamster died. it really scared me for some reason cause its eyes were open. and i was shaking her little house like a little kid thinking if maybe i just blinked a few times she'd wake up and come running out like she usually did. my mom and stepdad both believe that she died of a heart attack because she was incredibly OVERactive. she rarely slept and just ran all the time. i don't know. i'm pretty sad about it. 3 + comment?

[February 21st 22:16] i have never actually wanted to punch somebody as badly as i want to punch you in the face. you're a horrible person. and as much as you say you're so kind. i don't believe you. you're not. not at all. you're one of the worst kinds. you're a fake and a liar. i'd take you down even though you have a good 5 inches over me, but it'd be worth it. stop trying. 1 + comment?

[January 25th 17:47] 13 months yesterday i love you. 0 + comment?

[December 30th 14:59] i've been thinking a lot lately about how much i miss certain things. i miss running and virginia. i really miss virginia. i found all my old friends' myspaces haha. and i wish i had kept in contact with everyone. ugh. i mean don't get me wrong i love it here, but still that place was like the first place i ever lived for more than like a year and a half. oh well, i love what i have here. my boyfriend, best friends, family. i have everything i need, maybe ill go visit sometime. 1 + comment?

[December 28th 19:39] so i recently hit the one year mark with chris. and everything is just about as delightful as ever. good christmas. can't wait for new year's. the way you spend your new year's is the way you spend the rest of the year. 1 + comment?

[December 10th 20:43] im pretty sure i've never been as disgusted in myself in my entire life. 1 + comment?

[December 10th 16:55] i don't feel well. 0 + comment?

[December 4th 17:01] well! first update in quite some time. katies coming on saturdayyyyyyyy my birthday is in 10 days! yadda yadda yadda me and chris = beyond amazing still. kbye 1 + comment?

[November 15th 20:48] ehh. i have mad readage to do for ap englishhhh. 29 days! and my bestest bitch is coming in 20 daysssssss 0 + comment?

[November 10th 20:47] 34 daysssssssss yessss! does anyone watch that show rob and big? it's so good 2 + comment?

[November 3rd 20:39] so im gonna let everyone know how much i love my birthday and its not even soon. i mean it is next month so im really really excited already. i'm gonna be 18. crazy. carrie (my stepmom) had the babies yesterday. twins. less than 3 pounds. 6 weeks early. sarah catherine and rachel ann. i hate the name rachel. sorry if i offended anyone. next month is gonna be so crazy. ---one year with chris on december 24th. ---christmas! ---new years! ---birthday on the 14th. i basically can't effing wait. christopherrrrrr <3 1 + comment?

[October 22nd 19:59] i see you windin' and grindin' up on the floorrrrr. i get to see my bestest of the best in 6 days. me and chris are doing well now. we played street fighter today, he basically killed me. yep 0 + comment?

[October 13th 18:58] does anyone wanna be pen pals? 1 + comment?

[October 2nd 14:17] i've been listening to the format a lot lately. they put me in such a good mood. so last night chris came over and we went to blockbuster, got a movie and ice cream since i couldn't go out because he gave me a cold. it was nice to be with him just watching movies and eating junkfood. he gave me some tylenol cold medicine so i passed out as soon as he left. and i woke up at 1 today which means i got 13 hours of sleep and i'm virtually cold-free now. i have to rewrite my college essay cause right now it's basically 3 stories in one. school's tomorrow ehh. howeverrrrr, i get out at 1:30 cause my life basically owns. focker, out. 1 + comment?

[October 1st 14:05] i really miss katie. i hate that she lives so far away and that i barely ever see her. i'm seeing her at the end of this month though, so that's something to look forward to. chris is coming over soon to bring me medicine for the cold he gave me and goodies i hope. we're doing well if anyone was wondering. school's good too. i duno man. the future freaks me out. 0 + comment?

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